what if we shared beds like little kids...... laughing til our ribs get tough..........haha just kidding .... unless?
job application: what motivates you?
me: a deep-seated fear of failure that comes from literal decades of being told I’m gifted, yet not feeling special in any way. a cognitive disconnect that will never truly vanish from my life, and instead fester like a pus-covered wound next to my self-loathing and need for approval
me: uhhh i mean i’m a team player
“I loved the sensation of prowling abroad in the darkness – of being unseen, unknown, potentially terrifying, though all the time retaining, underneath, my own harmless, mundane, and dutiful self.”
— Margaret Atwood, Moral Disorder and Other Stories (via threemothers)
*pretends to be cool and chill but is actually constantly worried about the widespread death of bee populations*
